Denial!!!

I think I am in DENIAL over this pregnancy! I don't know if I am just still not feeling well because of the hormones and such, or if I still won't allow myself to get excited. I am usually a big time planner and I am growing increasingly frusterated over just picking out a theme for the room! I am the creative one that has everything decorated and done to a T by the next month. It feels like writters block. I have decorators block! Everytime I try to think ahead I want to cry with a feeling that I will never get there. Thanks for the rant and know that I am still here silently rooting you guys on and praying lots.
A

PS If the old wives tale is true... My baby is going to have an AFRO by the time he or she gets here! Indigestion sucks!!!